What a depressing & shitty day today was. I need a major break please. Send me off to a far-flung island, away from the bustling superficial city that we live in. All that that i grasp for is serenity. I just need to scream my lungs out, to release all I've kept in for long. This is the last straw. This facade I've put on for quite sometime is starting to wear off. Take notice of me, genuinely for once, and you'll hear the loud wistful sigh i exhale, as the bitterness outside that i can't fathom out surreptitiously creeps in. Feels like I'm withering.

I can't help but feel neglected. I know it's silly. But i just tend to worry excessively and make a mountain out of a molehill. However, this occurred more than once. It triggered doubts and it got me thinking all you feel towards me is indifference.
I'm always the one initiating the next move. Each time I've expressed what upsets me, all i get back is empty promises. You claimed you care but i get vibes you don't. Words are just words, it wouldn't mean A THING if it isn't carried out through actions. Actions speaks louder than words, I'm sure you've heard the saying one too many times.

I do know you care, or perhaps, I'm just deluding myself? All i need is assurance from you.

Finally it's back to school! I'm totally stoked! Lots of saucy gossips and scandals to be updated with. Back to putting my hair up into a ponytail, removing of manicure, trimming of my wolverine nails, making sure i have the right color of scrunchies on, no more of waking up late into the afternoon bla bla.. you get the drift yeah?

It feels all fuzzy to hear amusing chatters between the boys and the squabbles they have with Ms Ng. They're like no other & i love my classmates! :)


Back on track, before school re-opened there was this sense of trepidation about the upcoming common tests that clandestinely filled me and i was obsessively worried about my studies, future etc. Nightmare i say.

Yesterday's SS test was a relieve. It was easy-peasy! I felt that the 13 mark SEQ (Qn 3.) was a giveaway. Probably because whatever topic i focused on for SS was a spot on prediction. I'm soo lucky!

Okayyyy moving on to happenings of the present day, the math test was a killer. No preparation whatsoever. Cross my fingers and hope I'll pass it though.

Well, right now at this moment, i miss China. I miss the insanely cheap priced shop-till-you-drop shopping scene! I miss the beautiful places I've been to, perfect for taking pictures! Pretty much everything that S'pore doesn't have. Oh well, its all wistful wishing that i could be there instead of here. Now snap back to reality Esther.

TTYL. Gonna take a short nap. Have a great day up ahead y'all! :D
to web cam with me, claimed tt u are tired,if you are tired, you will not be sitting in front of your com

So for the past three days I've been with my pals of 5 yrs at a class chalet. It's holds a special memory in my heart as it'd be the our first and last class chalet held. Hopefully there'd be one after Os.

A day before the class chalet, i went for a run in the mill trip to Fairprice with Aini. The amount of groceries we bought were totally heavy!! My arms could totally fall apart!

Here i was wondering abt the location of our bungalow 10.



Guess what y'all?

I bought this Bacardi at Cheers. Andddddddddd! I didn't get caught nor did they asked for identification .